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Damn it feels good to be a gangsta

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its her fault [12 Jul 2005|10:48am]

[ mood | tired ]

[ music | ellen show in the background ]

i'd like to officially blame katherine Herdzik aka K hAnksta Ride or Die--MVP for corrupting me and making me write again. You see I gave it up for lent this year..successfully i might add and just forgot about it and now thanks to katie herdzik its back. i'm sorry its just the way it is. Hoodrich @ the candystore basically is katie herdzik. anyways

parents anniversary yesterday made them a cake and blahblah sent them out to dinner. tyler picked me up went to timmy's then to the drive in.kristin n mitch happened to be there and we happened to park by them. Went to tops and then then we had a fire @ the pit. Came home and slept ... to get woken up @ 930 by fucking country cottage oo can you come in at 12 instead of two. fuck me bc clearly i have nothing better to do w. my life than be a child laborer for the country cottage

At this rate my caddie CTS will be min in mid sept. Hoodrich.

Chicago was the time of my life. I<3 edith

-2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, can you help me unravel my latest mistake, I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to critisize,
hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason-

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every step that i take is another mistake to you [08 Feb 2005|11:30am]

[ mood | bored ]

[ music | this song is in my head: ]

ALL i wanted was a raisin

i'm done with this.

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naked.... [04 Feb 2005|11:04am]

[ mood | amused ]

[ music | my cool new mp3 player ]

naked- one of the words on the book ms. grundle was reading outloud 1:3 times i was in the library today... which then again makes me think back to all of those countless times of which i saw her naked at the aquatic center dressing room in a towel or soemthing ....AHHH that makes me sick .

Just thought i'd share that with you.

30min ago i was eating colorful animal crackers because of marie. thanks marie. have fun starving at ski club...i wish i was going.

Jo you just made me feel 10 times better today with that note you just gave me
THanks alot for being in physics. You RoCk.

my dad is coming home this weekend. its kinda weird that i don't really notice him not being here anymore. he goes on these trips with his "buddies" so much haha and in about 2 weeks he'll be draggin me along with him. I think we're going to ontario this time not quebec. and there better be some snow cus if not it would be pointless.

Thanks for the lonli bus ride again.

going to niagara falls tonight should be a real time.

Everything WILL be oK

did i mention anything about a goat?

I'm pretty sure i'm wearing Emily's nametag right now and Emmy said that she won't talk to me because i'm a poser haha i need a job so bad

i was talking to my mother yesterday about how my school day is completly pointless.. and emily said i'm still paying fulltuition for what i get i should be paying 1/8th of it. YEa not that i'm complaining i'm just so completly BORED. i guess it would be better if i could leave. screw that. its gonna go fromm( like yesterday ) having one or two classes a day this year to having 20 million things to do next year. i wish it was the other way around but w/e i think i go on about this everyday of my life because o yea i have nothing else better to do. We sat in "8th" looking at how i might wanna cut my hair and all we could come up was a chinese girl with insanely short hair. haha I WISH. :D thanks emily for that one.

I watched Jeopardy for you yesterday marie.

Supposedly today we get to eat chocolate cheescake today but ummm you know how that goes the pipes will coinncidently burst again. and i have a soup test... open book let me freak out. its gonna be a tough one.

I may not be going to NYC if i don't learn how to play that damn trumpet within the next four weeks. ColorGaurd anyone?

can i pause to say- i'm feeling sorry for the homies that be smokin wood? ;)

Somethings wrong with me I am getting hot flashes. I'm sorry when did i turn into my 50 year old mother?

haha katie did something of that sound a little familiar? something about an 80 year old man? O and religion class with your little smart comments...this is gonna be a good rest of the year.

I'm thouroughlly( is that a word?) pissed that i missed lip sync yesterday i heard HA put on a good show. And today the talent show like wtf boces should be cancelled because OBVIOUSLY watching nicole twirling is a bigger part of my life. thank you. I miss it. and i'll have to wait for next year.

I wanna go tubing.katie herdzik something tells me you would be willing to do that with me.

Later

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[03 Feb 2005|11:12am]

[ mood | crappy ]

-Hey shorty what it is? -

Pajama day... YES!
mine glow in the dark.

Guys so um like whats the MSM BAND?
could you tell me?

BOBBY(was that his name?):So like what instrument do you play
Me: trumpet
Bobby: Cool I played that in like 7th grade

EXit...

and all i could think of is...mines silver

-Lil Buddy what you on?-

There was an overload of white stuff... i'll have pictures later

it smells like cat and fish weird ass people

excuse me how many of THEM did we see in one night i think about 3 walked into the same facility and one was hopping over a snow bank and lets not forget the one in the PLot. CraZy

- Some violent shit-

Emily's famous words after our last Gym Class together...
I'd RAther KIss A goat.

You're just jealous because i've been chatting to babes online all day.

My mom digs napoleon. She likes the 24 peice set. I like the boat

-Two steppin laid back-

Thats really cool.

i'm really upset that i have a doctors appointment today at 345.

I made dinner last night. I smelled like garlic. IT was really good though.

Still no call from wegmans. WTF.

I just don't know

English muffin and hot chocolate to make my day <3

I am not looking foward to a certain monday of a certain upcoming week. its gonna suck.

-still wild and shit-

"The best women are from Africa"- Josephine

I rock the right not the left.

Katie HErdzik is migrating over to Mckee 2 NIIICE. I lost you in Gym you best make up for it here.

I'm pissed i'm missing lip sync

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DasAni [02 Feb 2005|10:43am]

[ mood | cute ]

[ music | jo ]

my shoes are really annoying me kristin said we'd go get me some shoes... ok i can work with that... late birthday shoppping?hmmm

Wegmans needs to call.. just so my life would be better.. money so i could go shopping and buy pretty things and get to stay home when my parents go away everyother day... get a phone... which will happen as soon as i get the call.

my dad is in canada again

i love my new black computer it would be great though if i had some kind of internet w/e

i'm completely excited for sunday. superbowl now let me just say me football? haha ever since i won those bets i'm into it. anyways i'm thinkin about buying some official gear and definitly will need to bring the food. it should be a real good time.

emily grace and marie therese are dilligently working behind me GROSS.

I love how i bullshitted my english essay in 20 min the night before it was due and pulled off a 95.

i'm sorry for last night. I shouldn't of walked out on you like that. I was acting stupid and I love you and you know that.

Do not ever go through the Tim Hortins drive through the one in tonawanda by the river when your in a hurry to get somewhere because you know a little white car with three obnoxious girls will be waiting in front of you taking their dear old time. Pissing me off. O and then they'll probably happen to forget your bagel. thanks for dinner don't forget about the 5 i slipped into your jacket. chicken would have been fine.

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SOOO [01 Feb 2005|11:11am]

1st AND 5th ... im glad 2 out of my total five periods are studyhall

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thank you [18 Jan 2005|11:24am]

weekend was all good. it ended up being OK.

SO friday night you know i'm real cool i hung out with my mom since my dad still wasn't home. We went to squires for a fish fry it was real good btw. And i saw steve working so cute : )

Saturday morning my mommy went out and steve came over. We hung out and then went to the res and just drove around. And then watched some football.

Did i mention that i had 4 bets this weekend. I won 3:4 but i still owe you 5 dollars which i fully intend to give you.

JOsephine i owe you 10 dollars for some unnammed charges

Saturday night my dad came home and I went to church and met up w/ katie there bc thats just how we roll. With the lord. Haha then katie and krsitin came over and we just hung out. Marie and Jo were MIA

Sunday morning rain is falling...
Sunday my parents went to toronto and steve came over to watch the football game where he attempted to win back some money..but um you know how that goes. and then i went over there for dinner ;)and went to his hockey game and we just chilled afterwards w/ seinfeld.

I make good sandwhiches

so yesterday you know martin day i got woken up and went to work at 730 i told my dad i needed to leave at 12 and he was like ok. So he leaves at 1140 not taking me w/ him. IT was fucking disgusting work i was doing but i got paid. so finally at like 1 i was like screw you and i left. WEnt to the mall before steve had to go to work and made him late AGAIN. oops.
I made dinner yesterday possibly the best mashed potatoes...

I hate that today was not a snow day adn that my bus was about 30 min lates thanks bye.

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[14 Jan 2005|11:21am]

[ mood | excited to see you ]

[ music | this damn studyhall ]

today sucks ass so far.

mr hathaway...excuse me jj bought me a bagel for being an all star trumpet player but it didn't cut it i gave half away to kristin and i'm soooo hungry i forgot to pack a lunch o well
i guess i'll be eating soup

for those of you who are way to cool to attend schooll...Hi I miss you. I wish i could be there with you right now... comment so we can talk and not waste jo's money

I love you

going out to squires tonight w/ my mommy to get a fish fry and you just happen to be working...

: )

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my pen smells like a candy cane : ) [12 Jan 2005|11:14am]

[ mood | blah ]

[ music | That stupid free willy song stuck in my head from religion ]

I like Cafe Mochas too bad it doesn't start w/ S it goes along quite well.

wow welcome to me bullshitting everything this whole past week when it comes to school and w/e

I talked to my dad on the phone last night and i'm nervous for him cus he said he ran off the trail twice he doesn't do that. 90 is way to high up there.

i have successfully gained control over my mother.

yesterday was fun with you.

I'm bored and tired and feel like doing nothing.

I ate crackers in American

Free willy...where did you go

i'm just strange today.

Thank you stephanie for getting the price to go down for the bus. I CANNOT WAIT

ok so i really just want to be snuggled up w/ all my covers right now on my couch with a big mug sipping on some hotchoclate through a straw having the fire going and watching all of dawsons creek season 3 over and over again

You cannot quit me so quickly
There's no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love

The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we're playing

We're strange allies
With warring hearts
What wild-eyed beast you be
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

Will I hold you again?
Will I hold...

Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don't take this ship down

The Space Between
Where you're smiling high
Is where you'll find me if I get to go
The Space Between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I'll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into...
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain

Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need here

The Space Between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time
The Space Between...

thanks griff for bringing that into religion today ... it was good but um i think free willy topped it

Out

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can i have some of your tots [07 Jan 2005|11:24am]

[ mood | happy ]

[ music | let me love you ]

Tameciah just gave me a merigne cookie... thanks

Umm how about teachers can stop giving me gay ass projects to do... cus i might just not do them

jess corea and me are looking at the donkey club right now... male strippers at 11:03 am ....YES

I had a good morning because i got to talk to you : ) That was a nice suprise.

hmm lets just see. I finally did my future career choices yesterday in 5th and my lunch period ...EW

MINE-STRONE soup anyone
Group therapy
steve thanks for going to science and leaving me with that LADY ALL BY MYSELF RECLEANING THE FRICKEN STOVES... i love you
So i was wondering around tonawanda highschool yesterday in my skirt. fun times
katie i found koheler(spelling?) street and i was exciteed for u

S3

Igot bottlecaps hey hey hey ;)

dogs with herpes?

ooo boy.

my dad and sister are both leaving me with my mom for a week well my sister for awhile and my dad for a week ahhhh i'm SO excited

now its squids mating...5th period theres nothing better

josephine skipped out on 5ht period you know thats not cool physics maybe

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[05 Jan 2005|10:48pm]

[ mood | horny ]

[ music | i don't remember ]

;-D

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abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz [04 Jan 2005|03:58pm]

[ mood | sleepy ]

[ music | nothin ]

last week... lets not talk about it.

thank you strychasz for being a complete bitch to me yesterday

Gym today let me tell you WATCH OUT me and marie kick ass at hockey. we were the seconds ones that got to change because of our mad skills. Emily and Katie on the other hand had some problems...

AHHH trancendentalism....SHOOT ME.

5th period made everything better once again.

Made soup again today i dunno its good i guess. I suck at rice

DD is in like 24 days is anyone else completly excited?

20 days but its no big deal
Later

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[25 Dec 2004|10:33pm]

can i just say this was the best present in all of presents history for me thanks steve :

<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v180/m_gflo/2004_1127bear0083.jpg">

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[25 Dec 2004|10:16pm]

[ mood | sad ]

I'm gone for this whole week snowmobiling
MERRY CHRISTMAS

this was the highlight of my day :

( christmas = love )

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morning morning..its CHRISTMAS EVE [24 Dec 2004|12:27pm]

[ mood | AWESOME ]

[ music | my new cd : ) ]

SOOO i went shopping last night and thats when i got in the christmas mood. Forreal it was just me and my dad rolling down the blvd christmas music blasting both parties were singing. IT was a goodtime. Lol i spent like 4 hours at the mall because my dad needed help on what to get my mom for christmas which reminds me i need to wrap it now for him. lol

I got your gift too. THe pink was all gone sorry : )

then this morning steve called me at the best time, when i was sleeping : ) and he came over and i made him a bagel. HIm and his PIMP Truck that was like .2 min ago so its real weird talking about it right now thats how much of a loser I am

I gotta wrap the rest of my presents and then church at 4 even though we have to get there at like 2 to get a seat. then going allthe way oout to hamburg to my aunts where i get presents...YES! lol

Tomorrow morning you know how that goes...but then iget to do nothinhg all day like usual gotta give steve his presents..even though he opened one today. THen i get to go out to dinner. Its a tradition We go to fridays. Can't wait

Then i leave for canada the day after tomorrow for my snowmobiling trip.

I will miss u.

jan 2 Football game with everyone adn there mother it'll be cold but it'll be a real good time

ONE(haha JO)

MERRY CHRISTMAS HOES

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2 days : ) [23 Dec 2004|02:27pm]

umm today while i was watching tv i mean babysitting i saw how they tried to replace the original mr. rogers with some new kid. I wasn't haven't it.

Also wouldn't it completly SUCK ASS if you got on the price is right and you get called and everything and you get up on the stage only to find that your gonna be winning a bed. LIke WTF

I'm eating bottlecaps Thanks steve

I need to go do some shopping done tonight because christmas is in 2 days

i keep forgetting that i will be leaving for canada sunday

"my legs still twitching"
oops

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[22 Dec 2004|11:27am]

TODAY IS TWO

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Metro anyone [20 Dec 2004|11:18am]

[ mood | dissapointed in myself- ]

[ music | I am so sorry- but sorry doesn't work anymore ]

Whose a dumbass? o wait that'd be me

I brought Josephine some christmas cookies today and we ate them 5th. It makes it special.

I love the fact that I have about 20 dollars and about 20 million presents to get. Thanks And O i think christmas would be in exactly 5 days. Wow. So i'm going to Belknap after school...it should be a real good time...shoot me. I'm going tomorrow as well and maybe even wednesday. i gotta babysit on thursday so i should get some cash there. BUt like wtf am i supposed to do. This is whati get for giving dumbass answers at interviews so i never actually get the job. O and not to mentin waiting to the last minuet. Christmas came REAL fast this year. Like i think yesterday was Thanksgiving or something. Who knows.

Tomorrowis the Gone with the wind all day watching of the 3 hour movie so are we gonna stop and have discussions? thats great i'm glad i'm busting out at 12. thats right busting out.

Last night was the family christmas dinner. O wow. I got a cute hat and some other things

Jo made my night a little better by telling me her metro story...I'm real sorry that you had to walk for 5 hours on saturday like i woulda picked u up. I love you. Thanks.

I love you so much and I can't believe i said that. no lie i was joking and i can't believe i hurt you that much. THe last thing i want to do is hurt you. Why do i always set myself up so high just to watch myself ? "I tried so hard and got so far. and in the end it doesn't even matter. " And wtf was i thinking saying alright what. I hatemyself. Theres nothing i can do . .. 2 days is 2 months and I don't want to lose it all .

Soooooooo my nose hurts inside because I blow my nose too much.

BTWthank you for the hotchocolate and i had a real good time sat until stupid me.

I got my computer back at home. whoo hoo

I'm so disgusted

later

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[17 Dec 2004|11:07am]

[ mood | sick lttle thing ]

[ music | kanye cd ]

i felt like stealing this and doing it because.
i<3 studyhall with fued and lj
not to mention the kayne cd playing right now.
thank you steve for coming last night even though you couldn't see me playing my silver trumpet.
Did i mention that i was sick?
o well here it goes:

†.[Your Appearance].†
What's your natural hair color?: was blonde turned brown
How tall are you?: 5'6 ish ?
What color is your skin?: white...not as much as others
Do you wear glasses?: no
How about contacts?: nope
Any tattoo's?: nope
Or braces?:watch me be the girl who has to get them when i'm 40
Describe the clothes you're wearing right now..:pajamas and my band hoodie cus its a dress down and o yea i'm sick
Wearing any jewelry?: my birthstone ring my mount ring my braclet that steve gave me my gold braclet and my sperm necklace and tiny blue earrings because i lost my diamond ones at swimming...sore subject
Is there any piece of jewelry you almost always wear?: everything listed above
†.[Favorites].†
What's your favorite color(s)?: orange
What's your favorite band(s)?: the mount saint mary academy all girls band
What's your favorite weather(s)?: SNOW
What's your favorite video game(s)?:the racing car ones that i almost ALWAYS LOSE
What's your favorite stuffed animal(s)?:my teddy. Boots..thanks em
What's your favorite subject(s): american no doubt
What's your favorite food(s)?:chicken. i like pollo
What's your favorite time(s) of the day?: 1230 when i leave school and see my fav person o and 10 oclock when i get to bed
What's your favorite number(s)?: 97
What's your favorite song?: lifehouse-everything, 3 doors down-here without you, snoopdog-drop it like its hot, at the mmoment---LOVERS AND FRIENDS AND Let me love you

†.[Preferences In A Lover].†
Do you have a crush on someone at the moment?:YES YES YES...SO
Preferred eye color?: i think your eyes are blue but sometimes they look brownish green
Perferred height(taLLER,medium, shorter): TALL TALL TALL TALL
Preferred hair color: dirtyblonde..you have dirtyblonde hair
What race do you prefer?: Black hahah JO... I like my white chocolate
Are you heterosexual, bisexual, or homosexual?: i'm straight..hows that

†.[Friends].†
Do you have a lot of friends?: yep
Do you have a best friend? not really...i wish i did. i have a lot of real good friends
Which of your friends have you known the longest?: kristen
Have you ever fell in love with one of your friends?: well we started off being friends...SO
Which of your friends have the best smile?: emily caruana
Which one of them smells the best?: kristin
Which one of your friends are the best couple?: huh?
Which one of your friends have the best personality?:marie
Which one of your friends have the best looks?: what
Who is the coolest guy friend you have?: stttttttttteeeeeeeeeeve
Who has the best singing voice?: marisa
Who is the best athlete?: laura
Who is the best dancer?: LIZ and Julia... confirmation lol
Who's your most hyper friend?: i think thats myself
Who's the last friend you've talked to on the phone?:emily
In person?: just spent 8th with emily mcgorry marie and....campana
Do you ever get mad at your friends?: yea sometimes
Which one of your friends do you act like the most?: marie
†.[Have You Ever..].†
Done drugs?: DRUGS? NO
Been drunk?: yea
Been in a car accident?: not yet
Went sky diving?: hell no
Cried over somebody?: o boy
Slept in the same bed as someone of the opposite sex?: haha i believe thats a yes...even though it was only for a couple hours
Gotten beat up?: nope
Beat someone up?: nope
Stayed up all night?: last night of washington me kristen and josh alll night
Went a day without eating?: no
Kissed a stranger?: nope
Killed an animal?: maybe a frog or something
On accident or on purpose?: accident
Been in a near death experience?: yes, my snowmobile ran over me ...thanks
Been outside your home country?: canada...o canada in the summer... now its gonna be canada in the winter...can't FORGET NORWAY
Broke a promise?:sadly
Lied?: i'm a compulsive liar...i'nm trying though
Had a dream about having sex?:haha
Had surgery?:no
Broken a bone?: noe

†.[The Future].†
Do you plan to finish high school and go to college?: yep..CIA(stop laughing SO)
Do you plan to learn how to drive?: haha well seeing that i'm 15 yes
Describe your future car.: Cadillac CTS all black
Do you plan to get your own home?: yep
Do you plan to have children?:yes alot
How many?: alot
Girls or boys?: both
Who's going to be the other parent? hmmmm....
What's your desired career?: chef.. personal chef for mk and ashley...easiest job in the world..lol em no forreal my job will kickass
How do you want to die?: in my sleep
Describe your wedding.: pefect

†.[The Miscellaneous].†
What weather would live the rest of your life in if you had to choose?: SNOW
If you could meet ANYONE in the whole wide world, who would it be?: i already met you
†.[This or That?].†
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera?: xtina
Coke or Pepsi?: hmm i think we've had debvates about this in BOCES
Tea or Coffee?: coffee
Love or lust?:LOVE
Cold or hot?: cold
Up or down?: up
Left or right?: right
Full name or nickname?:Nick Name
Public school or private school: honestly if i had to choose i might wanna go public
Touch or taste?: hmm...tricky
Wet or dry?: WTF
Ice Cream or yogurt?: Ice Cream- CHOCLATE CHIP COOKIE DOUGH
Phone or AIM?: phone
MSN or AIM? Or ICQ?: aim
Natural or artificial?: Natural
Drawing by hand or CG?: what?>
Cats or dogs?: doggy... i want a doggy
Hand or feet?: hands are se xy
Lowcut or ankle socks?: ankle sock
One piece or two piece? [swim suits]: two piece... i try
Markers or color pencils?: markers are fun i agree
Math or science?: neither since i take neither since i'm too dumb to take either
French or spanish?: neither
Good Charlotte or Blink-182?: neither
Black or white?: black <3

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so i'm real sick [17 Dec 2004|10:26am]

[ mood | real sick ]

[ music | sister Bernadette on the loud speaker ]

So i'm real sick. I need to go home right now.

swkejbgoadsfgnadfp'

I'm not in the mood maybe 5th

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